subliminal shifting // syndari
Syndari has always been more susceptible to emotions than any other tolt, a cross between being an empath (feeling everyone's emotions) and being extra emotional himself. The overload began when he was very young, and as he was unable to deal with all the internal chaos alone it began to turn outward, becoming even more uncontrollable when no one believed that he was "feeling too much". He was ostracized and looked down on by many tolts, and so retreated into himself, only to find that the emotions of everyone else followed, providing him no escape from the feelings around him. He was never able to find comfort in his own mind and was eventually all on his own, further descending into madness. At some point he decided that if he couldn't control his own emotions, he would at least attempt to control the emotions of those around him. The semblance of power he found in bringing fear to others gave him reason to continue living, enabled him to be able to anticipate and control what he felt. It became an obsession for him to threaten and bring fear into the hearts of other beings, whether they be birds or humans or fellow tolters. He became very violent, yet at the same time retained a childish aura, one of pure glee and giddiness as he goes after a victim. While he hasn't yet killed another being, no one would put it past him and as such most go out of their way to avoid him. No one is ever sure what his tactic is going to be, but he has been known to pin others up against a fence and go after them with hooves and teeth until they beg to be released, chase down others until their legs are on the verge of collapsing (he himself has no true sense of self-preservation or physical pain, and so will just keep going), fight, threaten, randomly attack, and all manner of disturbing behavior. All the tolters hope that one day he might meet his match and stop his crusade for fear and pain, but they're not betting on it. For now they just make do, and hope he stays away.
Mate // currently single & searching
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